FINE LINE
Recently, I re-listened to Fine Line by Harry Styles and honestly this isn't just a song,it's a feeling on its own that's hard to explain. When it comes to fine line,it's a reminder of why music is here for us and it's our way of communication, cause sometimes it's really hard to put thoughts into words at times. And when I first heard the song,it felt like you're looking back at something that's no longer in your life or maybe a memory you've been avoiding for the longest. Everything just feels like it's slowing down and you're able to take a break from this life that's feels so focused on the future and that's something I've always struggled with. This random pressure we put on ourselves to be better because of our mistakes. It's so easy to lose yourself when you're so focused on becoming someone that doesn't even exist yet
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I spent so much time thinking of who I could become but I exist right now. And despite all the years I've spent self-actualizing, I'll always be a flawed human being who sometimes feels unsafe in the confides of his own body. But with each passing day, I'm learning how to allow the space between where I am and where I want to be, inspire me and not terrify me.
Have a great week ahead 💚
Chisomat xx
My favorite things of the week ❤️
🎧 Music - BY YOU by Simi definitely is a flashback from the past
📚Book - I'm now on page 241 of The Goldfinch
🎙️ Podcast - The recent episode of What now with Trevor Noah was top notch
📽️Movie/Series - I finally watched Oppenheimer and it's not just a movie but an experience🥺💚
📖Verse of the week - Philippians 1:3
"I thank my God everytime I remember you"
✍🏽 Quote of the week
For your own sanity,let things be